I thought that I was happy about school getting out. The last 2 weeks of school were FILLED with
band concerts,
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| Davis' spring concert |
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| Davis and good friend Cooper |
choir performances,
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| Christian's choir performance. He is in the front middle with shorts and a red shirt. He only does half of the hand movements because he doesn't want to look stupid. |
talent shows,
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| Davis and Cooper in the Wilder talent show. Sax and French horn. |
honors night, 4th grade awards assembly, ORFF (xylophone) performances, more awards assemblies, class parties, pack meeting, and 3 birthdays. I thought that I would be thrilled to have summer vacation without the constant on-the-go life. I thought that I was going to love having my children around all the time. Thought. School ended on Thursday. Friday afternoon Darin received a call that changed everything...
we are now rushing to get everything together in order to move to Germany next month. So far we have had 7 doctors appointments, 4 dentist appointments, passport appointments and ID card appointments. We have waited countless hours for the said doctors and wasted time in lines. The boys are thinking that summer is crappy and I am trying not to agree. Trying to stay positive.
This is where my problem is. I have lost control of my life. Why do I feel this deep need to make my kids do "school work" everyday? Why am I still on them about chores and reading minutes? My life is in chaos that is why. I need to have control over something. Even if that means school work everyday. Even if that means that every night feels like Sunday night. You know what I mean, the kids have been inside and together too long. They can't stop teasing, wrestling, fighting, crying and making up stupid songs and I count down until they all go to bed.
The good part about this is that it is happening fast. Thus, it will be over fast. Then, I will have chaos and no control in a foreign country. But, our school books will be on a slow boat and we will just have to like each other because that is all we will know.